Questions and answers
rant
you know when people ask you a question several times, hoping you change your answer the second time around?
you know when people ask you something they already know the answer to, but still ask in hopes of you changing your mind?you know those few seconds, or minutes, after the question is asked, the answer just hangs there, in the air, between the last letter and the first letter to your answer?
Those seconds suck. During those seconds you have time, and enough time, to think and rethink what you are about to say. Unable to predict the outcome.
I hate this. And there isn't much that I hate. But I hate this. I truly hate this. And I hate what I do to you. (And I hate what I have done to you). And I know you are disappointed. I know what my answer really meant, to you. That it broke you. And now you must face the consequences.
Yet, you knew it, didn't you? You felt it coming didn't you? You tried to turn it around, you tried. And you failed.
But you know the what the most fucked up part about this whole thing is?
I am. Really. Screwed.
No matter what I would have said, it would not have been be good enough. Someone would get hurt. Someone would be sad, upset and maybe angry. Someone might have blamed it on you. And to be honest I tried to protect you from that, too. So I acted in a selfish matter. And I disappointed you. In many ways. And I can never take this back. I wont be able to turn it around.
I hate this.
Ups and downs?
I wanna take a shortcut!
you know when people ask you a question several times, hoping you change your answer the second time around?
you know when people ask you something they already know the answer to, but still ask in hopes of you changing your mind?you know those few seconds, or minutes, after the question is asked, the answer just hangs there, in the air, between the last letter and the first letter to your answer?
Those seconds suck. During those seconds you have time, and enough time, to think and rethink what you are about to say. Unable to predict the outcome.
I hate this. And there isn't much that I hate. But I hate this. I truly hate this. And I hate what I do to you. (And I hate what I have done to you). And I know you are disappointed. I know what my answer really meant, to you. That it broke you. And now you must face the consequences.
Yet, you knew it, didn't you? You felt it coming didn't you? You tried to turn it around, you tried. And you failed.
But you know the what the most fucked up part about this whole thing is?
I am. Really. Screwed.
No matter what I would have said, it would not have been be good enough. Someone would get hurt. Someone would be sad, upset and maybe angry. Someone might have blamed it on you. And to be honest I tried to protect you from that, too. So I acted in a selfish matter. And I disappointed you. In many ways. And I can never take this back. I wont be able to turn it around.
I hate this.
Ups and downs?
I wanna take a shortcut!
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